my brother just received a scolding merely because he played soccer after school. i feel for him, really. he's being deprived of doing what he enjoys doing. and its a pity because he's quite good for his age despite his size (he's small and round).

even so, bapak dan emak dont see it.. he's in the school team and doing well. of course after every training, he'll be dead tired. bapak dan emak actually managed to find a point of attack through this. they claim that because he plays too much, he neglects his school work. and when he plays at the void deck, he's disturbing the people living directly upstairs. wtf.

so now, he's disallowed to meet his friends to play soccer (till i donnoe when) and absolutely banned from bringing any forms of ball to school. that poor boy was almost tearing when he was made to promise all that unreasonable shit-crap.

"soccer is just a hobby. in singapore, u cannot do anything with soccer.."
(of course this was spoken in broken rojak-english)

true to a certain extent. but look at shamsul maidin (remember the s'porean refereeing this year's world cup).. he's the World Cup highest rated referee for this year. dont believe.? go check soccernet.com. see.. who says singaporeans who pursue a football career have no future.? its just a matter of passion, preserverence, interest and how bad one wants it.

dumb-arse.

and of course, i feel sad for him. but i cant do anything because bapak dan emak are always ryte.
(kan bapak.?) i remember bapak telling me that he would support his children in whatever they wanna pursue. so much for his support.

on a lighter note, my hair is finally almost reaching my ass. just 2-3cm more. when it finally does, i shud celebrate. yes, why shudnt i be happy abt it.? i've been wanting such looonnggg hair since god-knows when..

some things to do during the weekend..
1. fw interview research and preparation
2. articles on managers for om
3. do 10 survey forms and i have to ask MATS to do it.. -___-
4. read up dma ca3 and ca4 brief. i have no shit idea of what we're supposed to do.

my bed's calling me. have a gd night everyone.

9:54 pm

One of the bad-est dreams ever.. I made out, with a girl. Well, almost. But it was fucking creepy alryte.!! The worst thing was that I was the one who initiated it.. Serious crap shit.!! I woke up bathing in sweat and just too disturbed to do anything.

Too stoned - to the extent that I didn’t even bother to dress up presentably. I took out a top that I have been using for sleep and slipped on pants that I didn’t need to iron. Whats more – as I got out of the house, the mum starts nagging incessantly about punctuality. (What the heck was she talking abt anw.? I reach school at 730am for my 8am classes..) What a beautiful start to the morning.!!~

^#$*@&!!

Gaj, Syasya (ehem) and I ate at one of the halal food stalls upstairs. I only ate 75cents of $3.50 of my stewed beef noodle. Pls, don’t ever bring me there again. At least our conversations saved my stomach and kinda turned my mood around for awhile. Although much cant be remembered, I knew I had a great time despite the cold environment and lousy food.

Also, there are plans of watching the final matches of the World Cup together as a class. There are also progressions on the discussion for our class tee (finally). Long live oh-five peeps..~

iQah, my partner in crime (literally), came up to the house just now cos she needed help to do errr.. stuffs. Hahahaa. Then we started talking about back then - secondary school and primary school days. Childish, naïve and young; we were all that. And even after she went back, I was still reminiscing my fondest memories of primary school - through a little tin box, which used to be filled with chocolate biscuits the girl guides sold.

In there were priceless possessions of stupid love letters of the old and recent, a worn-out diary, conversation exchanges in black and white named ‘the chatroom’ and pictures of self and friends. I sat there smiling and staring, trying to relive the days of joy, tears, tranquilty and pain. And suddenly, at one point of time, I felt so touched and lost that I just wished we could all get together, grab a cup of coffee and update each other of life. It would really be nice.

Ah, how I wished.

School has started but I’m already wishing that the semester holidays would come sooner. ~

11:13 pm

czech is out of the world cup and i am toooo sad to even blog about it. =(

and currently, i'm suffering from the worst stomachache ever and i am also tooooo tired to talk abt it.

its been going on for 3days now. the pain is excrutiating and makes its pitstop at irregular times. and it always happens at the wrong time. for example, while eating.. when the stomachache does its overwhelming 360-degree flip-flop-cartwheel, i would feel like throwing up what i've eaten or even shit them out. However, this awesome phenomenon occurss only at a maximum of 8 seconds.

idiot.

i DO NOT want to go and visit the doctor because it would be expensive and i have no money. i've tried several means and the most effective way has been to bathe with minyak angin (axe oil).

YES, BATHE MYSELF WITH MINYAK ANGIN.

and it is an almost perfect remedy except that it comes with a little side effect (for me at least)..
YES, dear friends. u got it right again. AIR keeps coming out mercilessly. maybe one more day of doing so would heal me of the painful stomache flipflops.

i havent done the fw assignment yet.

thank you.

10:35 am

helloe all.

i'm back from the kelantan and terengganu trip and i'm deadddddd beat.. hadnt had proper sleep throughout the trip although we did catch at least 8 hours of sleep each day. there was too much nothing-to-do time, waiting time, leisure time and travelling time. what else was there to do other than sleep.?

too much bad sleep has caused me my sanity, i think..

my arse and spine aches like mad bcos the journey to and fro is hours long and seemed never ending. the journey, scenery wise, was bad. we went by the second link so it was an endless land of oil palms. after 5 hours of oil palm, the scene faded to give way to everlasting rows of dilapidated kampong houses, cows, crows and all objects that are related. it was a marvellous at first but after 2-3 long hours of it, it felt as if we kept going rounds about the same place. It was an agony of monotony.

the trip wasnt too good nor was it too bad. kelantan food and resort accomodation deserves two thumbs down bcos it was deeply far from satisfactory. other than that, it was just average. the best thing was making loads of new friends and getting to know old friends better. we joked, gossiped, shared experiences, stories, fear and fun. yay to my new friends and double yay to veterans.. =))

i've missed afew people when i was away and there was a point of time when i really singapore-sick. i guess i have turned into a typical singaporean, too complacent with the advancements of technology and convenience. sometimes, i wished i had the time of afew days to really really enjoy the simple pleasures of life. it takes time.. oh well.

i want an osim chair.

10:28 pm

aaaahh, the world cup fever is enveloping us all, isnt it.?

at this point of time, the games havent been very exciting yet.. wait till the quarters set in. everyone wont wanna go to school, i tell u..

a couple of weeks ago, this cable tv guy came knocking on the door and introduced to us the promotion starhub was having with the world cup season coming on. there were 4 world cup channels to it. aper lagi.. all of us gave my dad -the look- and soon after, my dad gave in and..

voila~
WE HAVE CABLE TV.!! yay.

my dear CZECH-ies are gonna win the world cup this time round. their tops for grp E and did well in their game against the US. the whole team did great. with people like cech, rosicky, ujfalusi, nedved, baros and maybe others, i'm sure they can march past italy and ghana of the same group easily.

CZECH-ies have nice names too. Ujfalusi lahh, Rozenhal lahh, Poborsky lahh.
I WANT OOOOONNEEEE.!!

oooh, i simply cant wait for their next game. so exciting~

6:22 pm

life is as boring as hell at my granny's.
i dont even know whattodo here. just finished watching this Indon film. [dramatic as usual but i didnt cry. YAY for ifah. =))] then now spiderman is playing and i've watched it too many times to even catch a glimpse of it. lucky there's such thing as the world wide web existing in this house. three cheers for the internet. hip hip hoooray~

granny just came to me telling me that my dad just called to tell her that "I always merayap". Hah, what a loving daddy.~ Hakkk ptuih. He complains to his mother like a little girl who loses her little bow. urgghhh. thats one of the reasons why i dont like staying at home. Tempers flare and voices blare like mad in the house. No wonder the children of the house go wild.

blardy goood example: me.

i try to get out of the house as much as possible. sometimes, i wish i had loads of money, move out and get a house of my own, rent it, then go for a world-wide travel adventure and never come back. or else just quickly get married and move to somewhere much more serene - like in ethiopia or something..

again, i live in denial. but then again, there is nothing wrong to dream.
cos when u dream, its always for the better.

okayy anw, zap back to reality.

my granny just came again and passed me a freaking fifty dollar note. she says its for my kelantan trip this weekend. yay nenek~

aaahh, yes yes. i'm going to kelantan and terengganu from the 17th to 20th. its a trip with the mosque and it costs $150 excluding lunches. Gggrrr. expensive but worth it. if u want anything from there, then just msn me okay.

i am NOT going to miss my family.
but i AM gonna miss my friends, i know that very well.

haizzz, sometimes, i wished there was school cos i actually HAVE A LIFE then.

3:19 pm

arisya shud be shot.. hurhur.
she tagged me to do this..

"Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs."

*grumble grumble*
HAHHH, okay.. so..

number 1
i enjoy doing house chores. after everything's done, there's this overwhelming sense of accomplishment. then after that, u can sit down, chill, watch teevee and enjoy a tub of ice cream.

number 2
when i get married, i want 9 children. dont ask why, i just want them. =)

number 3
i used to bite the nails of my toes when i was younger. hahaha. repulsive, i know..

number 4
i shit only twice or thrice a week. hahaa. i wanna try laxatives, but a little too worried of the side effects. boo.

number 5
i fart like a man. i'm referring to the sound that complements the air thats being passed out from the asshole. i cant help it lahh. i'd rather let the dirty stuff come out than leave it inside and affect other systems in my body.
(for those who have heard it, PADAN MUKER KAU. SIAPER SUROH DEKAT.?! DAH BAGI WARNING PERR. HAHHAA. for those who havent.. ouuhhh, u wldnt wanna hear it. hahhaa.)

number 6
i want to live in africa. Yes, AFRICA.!!


ahhh, i'm done. yay.
i tag HAFIZ, NAD, WEIJIE, JESSIE and CACAHH.
*evil grin*

12:17 pm

peetsies had an outing yesterday.
hahaaa, IT WAS A BLAST.!!

went to far east, walked about. they prevented me from having my fried mars bars. *grumble grumble* but i guess old chang kee and sweet talk were not too bad a combination. hahahaaa.

went to heeren and took neoprint since we all claimed that we havent been into one of those machines since ages.
fun fun.

after that, we were FINALLY introduced to ahmad. waney was sooooooo reluctant to meet up with him. eh waney, he not bad whhaaaattt. *winks*

anyway jes,
happy a-month-early 2-year anniversary. =))
hope u and guowei get married and live happily ever after (if there is such a thing)

it was a great reunion. and remember our boo outing okayys.
take care u 2. =))

2:57 pm

Sentosa is still in the phase of upgrading and when it finally does, it would be AWESOME i tell you..

I accompanied dear karim for a job interview somewhere along the coast lines of Palawan Beach.
We reached at ard 1.30pm when the interview was scheduled to be at 3pm. Since karim already arrived, the supervisor gave us 2 FREE $8 tics which entittled us to go for 2 rides.

We went for the luge ride and another ride which was some sort of a mini cable car thingy.

THANK GOD FOR THE SUPERVISOR.!!

equation of the day
Height + speed = fantastic afternoon.

ps: i hope karim gets the job. he needs to get away from all those chicken anw. =P

8:48 pm

Dear Nizam,

I’m sorry I dumped you two years ago.

I felt guilty of course.

Before that, you were a good friend. I told u loads of secrets. Some untold to anyone else.

You were the one who FINALLY made me understand the offside rule when Reyn and Janson gave up. I’ll never forget the number of pens and highlighters u used and the amount of sighs u made just to make me understand football. Hhahaa. I appreciate it mannnn.

Then we played catching in school. After the stupid 2.4km run, u and Jan came running after me and Jess while we were resting. We then played along, run away from you all. Hahahaa, ASSHOLES you two. But it was fun anw. =))

There was the day that I had stomach flu and you came with a stuffed toy in hand. You claimed it to be a get-well-soon-present. Hahaa, thanks for that too. (Erm, but I think I gave it away already cos I cant seem to find it anywhere. Hehh.)

I kept avoiding you when we were together. Maybe because I knew deep inside that you could only be just a friend and nothing more. I’m sorry for those uplifting hopes that I gave unintentionally. They were just the wrong signals at the wrong time.

Then, we started talking again when we entered poly. Hahaa. I think the first conversation was during Raya 2005. Then, the friendship became virtual: sms-es and msn-ing.

A few months back, you told me your intern would be 12 months at sea. I ‘whoaahhh-ed’ like mad cos it sounded rather cool. I guess.

Then an hour ago, you told me you were gonna leave in 3 hours’ time. Suddenly, its not so cool anymore.

Its like a sudden lost. And I’m saying this with a rather heavy heart. Haizz, I’m gonna miss you, my friend.

You promised to mail me. I hope you keep true to it just like when you promised me that you’d do well for O levels. Must make sure you do at least once a month alright?

Muhammad Nizam Bin Khalid, I’ll pray for your safety, health and happiness. Hope you enjoy your sea trip and gain as much knowledge as you’re supposed to.

Bon Voyage.

10:02 am

yes yes. this entry is about e-learning.
recent entries of sp students are telling us of how WONDERFUL their e-learning week is.

"wow, e-learning rocks my balls. wheeee.~"
blearghh.

e-learning is kiling us all sp students.

the amt of work we have to do is HUMONGOUS.
lots of research have to be done.
and some are almost like report writing (how shit-ty is that.!!).
even class and schol work arent this bad..
boo.

oh, e-learning.

what is the purpose of this THING called e-learning.?
i dont see it.

conclusion: e-learning sucks.

1:03 pm

i love u babe. =]

2:07 am

as usual, law tutorials are the best.
she talked abt a lot of stuff.
floating amoeba, appreciation of rice, daffodils etc..

i soooo LOVE ms peters.
she's a strange character - full of bursting gusto.
its kinda hard too explain u know..

oh well..
i am currently at nyp and the clock shows 8:49pm
karim's class ends at 9.
i didnt wanna go home first bcos i knew i wont be able to study..
the new cable, my laptop, my bed, my mum's cookinggg etc etc..
aaaahhh, just tooo many distractions.

as of now, i have my WEATHER notes in front of me but i havent even flipped a page.
uhh, no. correction.
i havent even read a single sentence.


aaahhh, the double cheeseburger is tempting me too much already.

all the best to those who are in Captain's class and are suffering miserably, trying to memorise fog and wind shitee, as much as i am now. Boo.

i just hope the weather wld be well tmr.

8:45 pm