Monday, January 29, 2007
so everything has gone thorugh a wrong turn somewhere somehow.
the aunt got admitted to the hospital an hour ago, something abt high blood pressure, i think. not that i care but since she's gonna be there for sometime (in which i hope it would hit hard on her that she blardy hell needs to repent for her prolonged sins), no one's gonna be taking care of my bedridden nenek.
so abah has gone to fetch her and my partially blind grandad from the aunt's place, who apparently has quite useless children, so that she'd be well taken care of here, at home.. abah has to go there straight from work in his stinky, sweat-drenched contractor clothes.
with 8 people in the house for tonight, its gonna be suffocating (but for love, i'll preservere). whats more, bibik yani and mama ros are coming here tmr to help mama care for nenek. pray hard that things would be okay so that they wont have to sleepover. i'm human claustrophobic. and more people in the house = more chores for me to do.
all these combined with the peak of PMSing and the desperate mugging for the coming exams and other pending problems yet to be solved. i foresee sleepless nights in the days to come.
my stress level is on the upper end of the spectrum and i think i'm gonna go bananas soon. dear allah, please give me the guidance, will, preserverence and patience to get through all this.
so people out there who think you're so stressed out that you could die, please think of me and my story as a source of motivation for you to stop your incessant whining. its really pathetic.
otherwise, all the best for your papers.
11:12 pm
Friday, January 26, 2007
i was intently reading through my lecture notes on the way home in the train. at dhoby ghaut, 2 ah-so(s) sitting on either sides of me were talking endlessly across to each other. their scratchy and high-tuned voices ticked me off so much that i decided that i couldnt concentrate on the blurred words on the stack of papers i was holding. in the end, i just stared at it.
then at novena, the ah-so on the left moved over next to her friend on the other side . boy, i thought it was the end. but noooo.. another ah-so, this time older sat in that same vacant seat. from strangers to acquaintances to friends. and it all started with just one question.
"does this train go to woodlands.?"
that did it. they geared up a lively conversation about how successful their children were, how they were going to spend the coming chinese new year and how expensive raw food items are nowadays. again, i was caught in the middle.
i couldnt sleep, i couldnt read, i couldnt move. they talked, they laughed, they spat unknowingly - in my direction.
why, thank you.
i didnt have the decency to let them know that they were practically shouting at each other and that i'm covered with loads of their saliva. i decided to leave it bcos old people are old, cranky and their hearing ability is receding. i think/thought.
right now, i smell of body shop's Oceanus bath gel and my lecture notes are waiting for me to open the pages.
go Ifah~
8:42 pm
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
a wednesday and i'm at home, waking up just 3hours ago. =)
mpp went a little better than expected and now, its soooo over. pretty little amira caught a handful lot of male attention and obviously i dont want to have anything to do with them.
anyhow, mugging has to start really soon then after that a blasting 9weeks holidaaaaaay. yayness.
i'm hungry for a good read. recommendations anyone?
if you have had a problem with me doing what i love doing most, you jolly well should have told me a year ago. we wouldnt have been in this wonderfully-tangled situation now. thank you for just now's few hours wasted on nothingness. it was undeniably regrettable.
3:55 pm
Monday, January 22, 2007
mpp has gotten in the way of an evening of serenity. things that didnt seem to be important got our asses almost on the line. lucky we work in sync with a never forgotten system called last minute sai kang.
and if i ever become an accountant, the firm i'm working in would dissolve almost immediately, i would think.
my mind is on a spin now. gd nyte.
10:22 pm
Saturday, January 20, 2007
goddd.
the time traveler's wife is totally a good read. it had me procrastinating to study finance and i just had to complete reading the book. the essence caught on me and i cried reading the last few chapters. datok k says i'm gembeng. (read the book then u'd know.)
I am actually picturing Audrey Niffenger crying while writing the book itself. weeping buckets of salt-tinted water bcos 1) the plot is touchy and sad and heartwarming, and 2) she did so much research that she might have contemplated to kill herself in the process.
okay, my dad's starting to annoy me cos he wants to fix the HP printer he just bought.
aaannndd..
finance, here i come.
good night, u lovely good people of the world.
11:39 pm
Friday, January 12, 2007
new skin, new skin.!
the blog needed a totally new mood, different from those typical emo blogskins. something refreshing but tranquil. it wasnt quite what i really wanted, but would do for now. lets just wait till i get bored of this one.
took 2hours to do everything though - choose a template, copy paste alot text, change colours here and there, trial and error alot of colours and the tagboard. i'm not used to alien codes u know. i read normal english, normal. but the yearn to learn is there, somewhere deep within the mind. but if it slips, then i wont bother.
anyways, it has been quite a week. projects seem endless, the temptation to skip classes or even school altogether is unsurprisingly overpowering. *pouts*
ANNDDD..
i have yet to start studying. *pouts even more*
my Pergas classes are starting the coming Sunday and somehow, i am quite thrilled about it. oh u know, the excitement of entering a totally new school and meeting new people yada yada.. i'm not sure where taking up the studies are taking me, but it should take me somewhere. should.
annnnddd..
went for Taufik's free campus concert today.! he looks a little more buffed and a little excess fats here and there. but still cute and charismatic as before. all that matters is that i actually had fun, with, the bitch(es) sitting on either sides of me and making crude but freakingly hilarious comments here and there.
the audi was only half-filled with audience and among them a only a quarter were fans. (statistics were brought to you by ARISYAsulaiman.com) and we're entittled to cca points for watching the concert, u know. this has to be done more often man.
such eternal bliss.!
see see see. cute ryte.?
ARISYAsulaiman.com also reviews that the album isnt very satisfying. i trust her and i wont buy it. Sorry Encik Taufik.! Although i know it was all bcos of meeeeeee. =) Hehh.
okay, i wanna go watch Survivor.
gd nyte Capuchin, Mr Miller, Taufik and world. =)
11:00 pm
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
how was KL.?
i'd say bad.
but how was the KL trip last week.?
mediocre bcos it was the most boring and unhappening kl trip i ever had.
why is this so.? i packed clothes for the rainy season. thicker long sleeved tops, which some may say doesnt look any different on me bcos i always wear long sleeved clothes *slaps forehead*, toiletries which wasnt necessary and a whole lot of entertainment which I didnt really need.
innovation saved the trip from receiving my very unmindful language.
yes honey, innovation.
besides that, on the last day, i had one of those crazy stomache flu's again. before sleeping, the excruciating pain was already felt but i decided it was best to ignore it, thinking it would go away.
but of course, i dont that much of a sixth sense and so i woke an hour later to find myself confused whether to puke, shit or both. i just went to the pretty little bathroom anyhow and sat on the opened toilet bowl for quite sometime.
i kept changing my mind whether to stand over at the sink or to just stay put at the flush toilet. so in the end, i did the biggy first. at the end of it all, i had no time to press down the flush, stood up and retched then vomitted a couple of times.
there was a whole lot of mess in there, kinda filled up 3/4 of the sink. i swear i didnt want to, but do i have a choice.? of course i couldnt puke and look into the flush toilet full of dark chocolatey biggies, can i.?
mind u, my body was weak from all the energy used up. not even a single ounce to just stretch my hand and press the flush.
i swear at that point of time, i wished i had an above average IQ and at the same time suffered low latent inhibition (i bet kamesh memorised the meaning), a psychiatric term where then i would have been be a creative genius just like Michael Scofield was and looked through the drainage pipe and figured out an unrepulsive way to get the sink unclogged pronto.!
unfortunately i used "would have been", so i dont have a choice but to dilute the vomit with warm water, by stirring it with my right hand, to get it down the pipe. while doing so, i was looking at my own horrified reflection in the mirror though. a couple of times my heart was kinda curious on how the overall product would look like and it aint very pretty.
reminder, i didnt have a choice.
my dad says my stomache's weak, couldnt take in even a little dirt. well of course, i would like to deny that. i'm just a hygienic and careful eater (at most times).
it doubtlessly wasnt the best experience to be remembered but it was a memorable and sickly one. but better one than not.
DO NOT READ BECAUSE ITS DISGUSTING.!
fancy, a warning coming at the end of everything. but i cldnt let my dear readers not read the paragraphs i spent so much time on, could i.?
oh yeah, i also busted our room's hair dryer, accidentally. they didnt charge me for it, or at least didnt know about it. yet.
hhmm, certain taxi drivers there overcharge. or maybe a better word - cheat.
okays, done getting stuff off my chest thoughts.
here are some pictures. enjoy.!
the coach had a mini teevee screen.!
one of the few average malay malaysians that speaks fairly well english.
dubai chocolates.!
the very unglam farah fatin with the koi fish. she insisted on having this taken. -___-
nenek.! best cook in the world. then again, almost everyone would say their granny is/was the best cook in the world..
gem among the stones. i wish i had sisters instaed sometimes.
us. we got the self timer screwed up. so, u get cut off heads.
the adults who made the trip possible.
irritating roommates. yes, they're all children.
some relatives living up in KL. freaking rich ppl. btw, the hidden guy's really cute.
they touched the ceiling, sure..
ice skating at sunway pyramid. fatty here, thinks he's cute.
the view from our room. on the right hand corner of the picture, u can see the kl tower.
yet another unglam shot.
he who must not be named.
7:59 pm
Student: 0540409 NURATIFAH BTE MD YUNOS
Qualification Type: DPFT Full Time
Course: DMC DIP MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION
BA0099 Advertising Management
31 Jan 2007
9:00am - 11:10am
BA0224 Media Law and Ethics
2 Feb 2007
2:00pm - 4:10pm
BA0193 Public Relations Management and Practice
6 Feb 2007
9:00am - 11:10am
ryte, so school decided to be a b*tch already. for the good of everyone else, watch out for ur exam timetables too.
12:12 am
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
pos·ses·sive /pəˈzɛsɪv/ [puh-zes-iv] –adjective
1.jealously opposed to the personal independence of, or to any influence other than one's own upon, a child, spouse, etc.
2.desirous of possessing, esp. excessively so: Young children are so possessive they will not allow others to play with their toys; a possessive lover.
3.of or pertaining to possession or ownership.
to whom it may concern, please add 'possessive' into ur word bank.
11:07 pm
Monday, January 01, 2007
cramps can kill. my stomach made sure of that. so why'll at that, i've been spending today like running water -
#1 eating junk,
#2 sleeping like a rotting piece of wood and
#3 watching prison break season one dvds again and again.
see, thats how we should live life. slack and do what u love. the perfect scene would just come by complete when i move to africa.
other best things to do, would be to hangout with ur friends, chill out at coffee joints and reminisce on how life has been pissing ur ass off. then the next thing u do, is to row urself to the carribean or wherever u wish and just waste away life in a snap of ur own toes.
i doubt i'm making any sense to u ryte now bcos my brains are not deciphering information that i want to be posted up into a whole lot of junked up paragraphs for ur entertainment.
see, horseshit again.
i think i need to go and defragment before i do anything else ryte now.
hope u're having a better 1st jan 2007 than i am. Happy new Year.!
6:02 pm
