Sunday, April 29, 2007
feel the loveeee baydebehh.! *winks to filzah*
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Pertemuan kita di suatu hari
Menitikkan ukhuwah yang sejati
Bersyukurku kehadap Illahi
Di atas jalinan yang suci
Namun kini perpisahan yang terjadi
Dugaan yang menimpa diri ini
Bersabarlah diatas suratan
Ku tetap pergi jua
Teman betapa pilunya hatiku
Menghadapi perpisahan ini
Pahit manis perjuangan
Telah kita rasa bersama
Semoga Allah meredhai
Persahabatan dan perpisahan ini
Teruskan perjuangan
Kan ku utuskan salam ingatanku
Dalam doa kudusku sepanjang waktu
Ya Allah bantulah hambaMu
Senyuman yang tersirat di bibirmu
Menjadi ingatan setiap waktu
Tanda kemesraan bersimpul padu
Kenangku di dalam doamu
Semoga Tuhan berkatimu..
Doa Perpisahan
Brothers
6:38 pm
Sunday, April 22, 2007
theres this weird emptiness i've been feeling for the past few days. donnoe how to explain it really cos i dont even know what it is. its just tiring and depressing to find yourself crying out of the blue and when you look at yourself in the mirror, you see that both your eyes are swollen red.
that aside.
sometimes it feels as if we're like guinea pigs in alot of ways. following is an example. people come to us as starters, to gain as much experience and exposure. then at some point they decide, its better for them to leave and prosper at another new found haven (probably).
i can list down the pros and cons of such a scenario and transform them to an argumentative essay but it doesnt matter.
point is, the worst part of all such a tragedy is, among you, bond, attachment and true friendship blossomed. and you know that in a snap, its taken away from you just like that.
see, sometimes, people have good intentions but execute wrong and painful tactics - always the part that sucks (possibly fatal to a weak heart).
and survival, for the rest, is another story altogether.
but if thats the way its gonna be, then so be it. its better if we move on than brood on it and start feeling sorry for ourselves just because the man is gone.
Mister Md Fairuz Shah, we're all gonna miss you. and i sincerely hope you're gonna be happy at your new home. well, second home.
dont worry. we're gonna do just fine, ironically without you this time.
6:50 pm
Friday, April 20, 2007
gooooooooodddd morning you high and mighty people.
the first class of the day, scriptwriting hasnt started yet but i can foresee the boredom it may bring. but the lecturer seems fine.
gajan is early. he has no life. he thinks he's great. he lies. and he laughs at himself.
he's a pain in the butt.
9:06 am
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Why is it typical for men to resort to physical violence and abuse on a woman.? Ask me and I’d say its the lack of respect for the complicated gender and too much uncontrollable raging emotions.
Why try a different tactic when the old has worked so well.? It took time but it gave answers. This time round, the tactic didn’t give answers and ironically it adds to the amount of sores – bodily, mentally and emotionally in a snap.
Scrap it, I prefer the old.
I wish your ego was burst-able with my tudong pin, I would love to see it explode into a mountain of filthy dust. Don’t talk to me till after camp. You know it wont work anyway.
7:42 am
Monday, April 16, 2007
dear miss nga,
could we start with icebreaking games later, bcos i think after 9weeks we've forgotten each other. or we could just eat b&j's for lunch (ehem your treat ehem). and i cant remember what you look like.
i'm sleepy.
1:27 am
Thursday, April 05, 2007
my brother's afraid of my long hair. just awhile ago, when he came home he frightened himself nuts. he thought he saw a pontianak watching teevee in the corner of the living room, when it was me, coincidentally dressed in white, trying to dry my hair by the fan.
(and tell me which pontianak wears silky white pjs.?)
HAHAHAHAA.
11:19 pm
